I fear I’m becoming selfish. I only think and care about myself. Everyone else? I just don’t care. They say going through trials gives one more empathy and understanding for others, but can the opposite be true? I fear I’ll have much much less empathy for others. Will I instead become the leader in my own suffering Olympics?  Disguising my desperate plea for my sorrows to be seen? I fear I will. I am becoming selfish, I fear.